A post that i duno where to begin. First it's just a mixture of feeling but hoping u know what exactly it is. Im not sure how u think abt it but at least do provide some hints for me as i reli duno how to go further.

Sometimes i think it is what it should be or it is supposed to be.But who can be so sure what it is abt?

Pls...i need to focus cant afford to stray too far from the nitty-gritty